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Jum Tan Zijie ♂
there's no space in my "Zijie",
and it's spelt with a small j, not capital J, thank you
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last modified: 11:28 PM, Sunday, November 27, 2011
the world is coming to an end.

Signs:

Factories with smokes coming out from chimney.
7 and 9 year old killing a 2 year old kid.
raining heavily suddenly.
2 people sitting by the walkpath with drains and a dustbin right beside.
people squeezing into the mrt.
people crowding around the downward escalator after getting off the mrt.
long queue while waiting for the bus.

it's true; the world is coming to an end.
48 hrs of staying awake!

new record for myself. yea, 48 hrs is probably nth to alot of ppl, it's jus 2 whole days. haha. but it's the first time i was able to stay awake for this long, except for the occasional dozing off for 20 seconds and drifting away from the real world.

haha. the reason is the DANCE CAMP. i was one of the CL, crew leader. but bahh i tink i suck at that. i will nv accept this kind of stuff again.. even if i get selected. i sure reject liao. cos i blardy cant communicate man. wads wrong wif me. bahhhh.

i duno why. but it seems that i cant be the way i am when im wif DGDD and wif Dance. i behave like 2 personalities. i guess it's becos DGDD abit more crazy. and crazy in the sense of fantasy that kind of crazy. which is the same as my crazy. hahaha. argh. crap.

OH YEA. CRAP. i saw this video that my GEM teacher mr quek showed me. this TEDtalk abt the road to success. i noe lots of this kind of books, stories, videos and writings abt this. this one is nevertheless, another one. haha. the ting i learnt from this video is putting up wif CRAP. and CRAP means Criticism, Rejection, Assholes, Pressure. i laughed out loud when the assholes came out. hahahaha. and yeap, there are bound to be assholes in ur life. u are one too, to someone. not general, but to someone. lol.

argh. very shag right now. super tired. every 5 min that i sit down(besides now), i start to doze off. hahaha. loll.

ah fuck off la
u're jus another fucker la
no wonder so many people hate ya
jus fuck off la
i was supposed to blog at the above stated time... but turns out i had to do other tings first... haiz... it's 2.00am now...

im feeling abit lost right now.

I love Dance.
I love my Course.
I love my Dance mates.
I love my Course mates.

question is... wad do i prioritise more? altho i nv tot of dancing as a career... but i still wanna be a good dancer. at least when ppl ask me to perform for dance, im confident enough to dance well and expect applause from people...

of cos, i wan my course to ultimately turn out as my career. and now i noe i haf a group project. i noe if i concentrate alot on dance, i might drag the whole team down. as the programmer of the team, i noe my own responsibilities... i oso need time to do research on scripts so as be able to program for the game to work. altho might seem boring to alot ppl, but i enjoy it, realli...

and these 2 are just the main paths in my life.

i wan to take a short alternative path too. GEMs. i wan to excel in that too. i dun wanna get a C jus becos it's 2 credit units so i shldnt give much of a damn. but GEMs helps. it might not help in my course, but it definitely helps me in lifestyles.

i wan to be an artist too. i noe im not exactly cut for it. but i always admired good pieces of art being drawn so nicely. i wanna be the one creating a masterpiece too. at least, i wanna draw... not as an expert, but at least someone who can illustrate well and portray wad i wan to portray in my piece of work.

i wan to play games! thats of cos... alot ppl do play games. it's part of enjoyment in life. and for me, it's becoming part of my job to do such stuffs... but of cos, considering the mechanics, gameplay, and effects, that wld be my course stuffs. but to enjoy! thats wad everyone is suppose to do! and thats wad i wan to do when im playing game. i realli dun wanna feel that i shldnt be playing games... becos i shld be doing something else. not saying that i shld leave my work, but i wan my time for games!

oh wadeva la damn it. i feel im changing into another different person already.

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a little joke to cheer up...

"Your mother is so fat! That when she walked past the TV, I missed the whole season of Lost!"

--- Please do not take it personally, it's just trying to exaggerate the fatness... not the mother...
--- Uncle told me this joke... haha...
SHAG. today is a SHAG day. lol.

morning was cooL. cos lesson started at 1pm. haha. nothing much happened at home. jus that i got a good breakfast =D heh heh.

i left home at arnd 11.30am. needed to settle some other stuffs. so went to school. went to print stuffs. den went to class. and i was so disappointedddddd. OUR CD IS IN THE 1st VERSION. FFFFFFFFF. the nice 3rd version wasnt printed =( ARGGGGHH. im pretty pissed off with that >( but still, no choice already -.- zzz blardy miscommunication. stupid shit man. FFFFF. zzz.

o well. needed to go GEMs. today talked abt branding again -.- anywayz we learn abit more abt some video being able to profile people according to their likings. so cooL. tho it din realli gt mine right -_- lol. after that we had 1hour to discuss for our proposal for a new people-moving device. it's kinda cool. but i needa draw out -_- hey, im not a 2D artist =( lol.

after that gt HTI. man. i duno why. but i tink i REALLY HATE hti. buay tahan. esp when the new teacher, is seemingly noober than my 1st year one -.- i noe he's trying very hard to be a good lecturer. after all, i guess most lecturers are working towards that. MOST. lol. anywayz sadly speaking i paid attention for abt 1/4 of the lesson nia -.-

den went off to meet the other dancers at clubhse. sad. sha cldnt make it again. he was sick. hopefully he will recover tmr for KO nite!! GO SHA! lol. so yea, settled some stuffs and head off for city hall.

woohoo, boy was it SHAG. lol. i went full out for the cleaning up, and we kept re-doing parts of the choreo. wooo. damn SHAG. but of cos fruitful. hope can kick the bad habits. hahaha. anywayz supposed to be from 6.30 - 8.00 -.- in the end become 7.30 - 10.00 . lol.

and here i am, home. im supposed to do some homework too -.- lol. alright thats it.

oh, and i changed my blogskin -.- haha. (drawn myself, using Photoshop CS 2 =D )
YESS!!! I MADE IT INTO THE TBG PEFORMANCE!!

damn happy abt this ^^ tho of cos i werent the best. but it realli gave me alot of motivation. but even if i dint, i guess i'll still be committed ^^. but this also means, less time for SCAPEGOAT. mannnnn. i hate the MS project tingie. can someone take over me? =x

haha. damn shag day. and i hafta call the people tmr to come for the workshop! thank goodness it's a holiday tmr!! a day not to rest, but to finish up unfinished business to reduce stressss. haha.

been lazy to blog recently -.- sry. haha. BUSY. and I LOVE SCAPEGOAT AND SDZ.
The Big Groove 2008 Trailer

I miss Wilson ZZZ !! Miss your "Milo Gao" and lots moreeeeee!
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whew. after another week, today feels more free. haha.

monday -- dance stuffs, school, dance, home.
tuesday -- dance performance at Deyi Sec, school (we went to city hall's mint museum), still can shop arnd, den home.
wednesday -- school, dance, home.

lol. i guess mine is considered ok already. i noe more of my club members even more busy. lol. anywayz, monday finally resumed modern dance lesson. sadly, 2 of the members came to say goodbye :( oh well. den many still haven turn up -.- pretty pathetic i mus say. but the regular still did come. and some hiphop joined =D heh heh. rehearsal jiu go home le.

tuesday, Deyi Performance. pretty cool. the hiphop started it off damn nice. den the modern came in. sadly speaking, it wasnt realli appreciated :( at least the "couple" part still had some cheers. i tot it was a realli good choreo for that part. haha. and i felt extra in the choreo too -.- lol. saddd. i wanted to perform in the hiphop side too :( lol.

after performance went to city hall, Mint Museum. had a pretty cool session wif the curator of the museum. to realise lots of toys in the museum had many kinds of history and inspirations. it was a realli cool place. wif many colors in many forms and many ideas. haha. was asked to sketch some of the toys there. i sketched onli 4.

1 -- Daruma (is that the correct spelling?)
2 -- Toy Soldier, the one wif the red uniform and black tall furry hat
3 -- Bruce Lee, distorted one. knuckles too big, no legs.
4 -- Mickey Mouse, managed to finish the head onli tho.

lol. it was a realli cool experience. tho my drawing still suck -.- o well.

wednesday, after chiyong class, went to eat before going off for dance stuffs. initially wanted to buy some stuffs. but in the end, 1.15pm le, scared 2hrs not enough to buy and come back. in the end settle other stuffs in the clubhse first. den went for dance. den wanted to buy stuffs if we were to be released earlier, like 7 or 8pm. haha. 7pm we were done. but daniel went thru wif the KO nite ppl. damn nice! lol. in the end, i left school abt 10.40pm -.- lol. den cldnt buy any stuffs. so decided to get it tmr.

reached home at abt 11.11pm. wanted to burn the midnight oil, while reading thru the 65 pages of MAYA that was required. sadly to say that reading realli sux. after reading page 7, my eyes closed. so i tried using a method. slp for 15 mins, get up to be more awake, and read up the 65 pages. in the end, the alarm i set, wif the phone in my hand, i cldnt hear the alarm nor feel the vibration -.- it woke my mum up and she woke me up. lol. in the end i din get to read the other pages. i went straight to bed.

woke up in the morning 7am to haf my breakfast, and continue on my reading. managed to read to page 17. dozed off after that -.- haha. after my dad woke up, we went to buy stuffs that was needed. din manage to get some. thks XiangYi =D for helping me to get the rest. haha.

FINALLY RETURNED GORDON'S SCOOTER. SO SORRY LOL. haha. alright time to get on wif the current homework i haf~ and i shld start managing the costumes soon...